dazed absolute headache

now that i've gotten back my grades, i'm in a daze. i'm very happy with my results even though i din get a perfect score. but i don't know where to go from here. i still want to go to West Point but that means i have to take up a military sponsorship. can't imagine doing staff and administrative jobs when i come back. the only reason i would want to be military is the opportunity to care for the men i lead. impossible to do that in the office. well and yeah there's the thing about making it to OCS too. bleah.

there's still the Georgetown application which i'm waiting on. hopefully i get accepted with fin aid. , then i'll have more options open. suddenly i feel like i'm torn in two. -sigh-

anyway congrats to everyone else who's done tremendously well. to those who're also in the bottom half of their sch but are still absolutely satisfied with grades i'm happy for all of you too. for those who didn't do so well don't worry from now on life really ain't bout the grades anymore. there's still a lot more you can achieve in the outside world. when you're 28 or 29, it doesn't matter that much if you've got 4As or 4Cs; life's much more than that. but of course, for those who cry over 3As and 1B i would like to extend a very big fuck you. =)

more importantly, i really want to thank all my tutors who have provided valuable guidance over the past 2 challenging years of my life. i might not have gotten straight As but i've definitely matured a lot over the course of 2 years in Raffles. And its in part thanks to all of you. with special mention for mr. mac, mr. rollason, ms. chen and mr. leong. school was really memorable cause of rugby ( we've got to get the guys together again man ) and everyone else. thank you so much class of 2004 RJC.