settle down, days of reckoning lie ahead

i wouldn't say that yesterday was awesome but it was fun while it lasted despite the averse consequences it has had on my sleeping pattern. thanks to those from 2a01a for dinner and all e post-bbq activities, not to mention the "later than midnight" shrek 2. after much deliberation and consideration, i guess i'll just have to gather courage n take the chance to ask. even if the answer is in the negative, i still have to clear everything up. they're right, its better if she hears it from me than have to bear with everything that's going around.even if it doesn't go well, i won't let it get me down. i can't. cause SATs are round e corner, n there's plenty i need to do. not to mention instilling a gym/swim/run routine. after 3 mths in the States, e jimmy cat is FINALLY coming back tomorrow! ROX!@ the days ahead ain't that bleak after all.