Tuesday, October 04, 2005

the past weeks have flown by and as the Green Day song goes, i have been awoken as september ends and october begins.the debacle at zouk represented the first turning point and somehow life began to have a greater drive and meaning despite well.. the usual complaints. indochine and the pleasent aftermath has also injected a greater vitality into my existence. as october begins, my faith is strengthened that i will actually pull through.

i've had many interesting conversations over the past 2 weeks with people close to me about our hopes, our dreams, who we are, where we want to be, what we're going to do once we're out of servitude... through these months and the months to come i am making the friends that i missed out on in junior college and secondary school -

and of course, there's you. where this ride goes, i have no idea - its wonderful enough to be where i am now.

btw think i'll take up the good recommendation justin made at topman.

back to United States history.

ok V United States history. i am going to do lit it is easier. besides i only need 1, cause i have Math II and Chinese already.

your photographs of sunrise on the Brooklyn Bridge - they make me sad and particularly empty in that spot of my heart. it is so difficult to banish the dreams, thoughts and hopes of being there - being a part of it all. tears roll down my cheeks. i have invested so much expectation into this dream - dreams of the Statue of Liberty in the harbour, of the Brooklyn bridge, of Wall Street, of college there, its in every sinew of my flesh. this dream - if shattered - i will undoubtedly never recover from.

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