Talk With a Guru

and a simple online conversation can yield so much insight into someone i have come to respect so much this year. raising the bar, self motivation , self confidence.. i will remember your words well. 2 weeks from now i will play so hard that i have to be dragged from the field.

notes from the game. i am perversely happy to watch the arrogant expats.. actually its just the two of them.. in the team take a hammering from the royal aussie army. they look like real fighters and warriors, not like some of the fat assed expat assholes we play week in week out. i wish.. no i will try.. to be like em and maybe someday i'll fix these lard chips and have them stretchered off the pitch.

its not some game. its my first truest love. i don't care if some say its heretical to be so obessed - but to raise the bar that's the only way to go.