and as always....

during my time in rjc, i hardly ever played soccer. today was the third time. first was IFG 2003, 2nd was during PE at the start of the year. though it was fun, i couldn't help but recall IFG 2003. during some lame ass soccer match for arts fac. which we lost, weiming n i were playing defence... haha we literally ran into the med. fac guy from 2 directions...and he flew quite a far way. damn funny.-sigh- walking towards the gym today, - alone. no weiming, no ruggers, no tziyang around...in the short months so much has changed. in that small room with the rusty plates and dumbbells, i think i have grown much in both senses of the word. but now i am so much more alone, trying to stand up confidently against the winds of adversity. far off, thousands of miles away so are you. this is life....if only it didn't have to be like that. if.... i could go on forever.-sigh-