i woke up to mild sunshine and cool breeze - a wonderful day - but how wonderful can a day get ?

one more game to go before NRC's over for the year. battered bruised and bashed after 7 games. somehow i'm glad that its going to end but at the same time i'm sad that it has to end like that. the last time i ended a season, it was with tears and laughter as i retired from the green black white whose honour i can say i've proudly fought for in my 2 years of junior college. now - everything has changed. today we'll take it to them, for respect and for pride - i will make my stand.

as i hung up the phone, somehow an epiphany struck me and i realize ming was right. it's all good. i have to let go for now, get my own life in order in the next month - good fitness levels, settle university applications, prepare for the new SAT I, U21 training, maybe 7s training even? i dun mind if i get cut but i just want to become a better player for next year's team. there's the plan. catch on again when the time is right roughly a month from now.

on a sidenote: breakfast sucked. tomorrow i will go in search of a place where i can get french toast, pancakes and waffles with as much maple syrup as i want... just like the way they do in an American diner you know? hmmm i heard of joe juniors. hmm new york city. hmmm..sigh. last resort will be to use coupons for 6 hotcakes at macs. zzzz. all ideas welcome.