pride

people call it "people relag i do extra". in e company sispec, i actually don't mind anymore, at the end of the day we can say that we went all the away. i'm sure the experience in sispec will do me plenty of good, better than going ocs straight. it changes your attitude, your desire and flame of determination. BMT ain't anything in comparison, this is the real boot camp.this is where we'll grow up. my section is made up of a fantastic bunch of dudes and we work hard together. many of them will cross over after six weeks, i know for sure, they deserve it more than many of the wayang motherfucker scholars in OCS now. whoever said that all scholars make good leaders anyway, absolute bullshit. i just hope i won't be left behind. that's the only fear i have. tough times will go by, but tough men won't.