there are many things in life you might not believe in but they do exist - like God, saints, the Force just like in star wars and kungfu novels, karma, fate and destiny. Science? physics mathematics chemistry i believe in. biology - i have completely lost faith in. in 8 months i have lived a hundred years. older wiser mature - when i get up would i feel 20 or 120 i really wonder. once the nightmare ends, the dreams begin. life i've seen it all...