to falter is not an option.

experience tells me that to be the best, one must exhibit biting determination and spartan discipline to surmount insuperable challenges. what made Sparta the most feared of the Greek nations was the great emphasis they placed on their discipline. you were disciplined in your chase for the gold. now that it is nicely kept in your trophy cabinet, it doesn't mean your discipline has become redundant. its time to read your books, do your homework, study, swim the laps, run the miles, lift the poundages and bear with the pains of a diet. you have fooled around too much for the past 1 week, aimless & ill-disciplined in your actions.time for change.cloying sentimentality is only for the weak. remember, the weak. you're not supposed to be one of them.i will change. with debonair grace, i will.

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

to do list for this "holidays"
1) Dictators + Russian Revolution
2) Metroland PC
3) Maths tutorial 21: Complex numbers
4) Maths tutorial S3A
5) Maths revision
6) 20 dollars worth of UN readings
7) Fall of Communism
8) god knows what there is to study for econs...
9) earn my national colours

e nicer things
1) GYM LIKE HELL.
2) Passage to India - finish reading
3) End of the Affair
4) Da Vin Ci Code
5) Revise decline n fall
6) go for coffee with wee ping n james
7) dinner + lan with the ruggers
8) dwarf hamsters from weiming
9) digi cam.
10) ipod mini