of misses and dreams

and we find out that we miss those days when we were under great stress studying for A levels, then it was easy to find a shoulder you could lean on; a helping hand to reach out to; when i fucking flunk maths prelims no one ever told me you're doomed it was always 'its damn easy you'll definitely be able to do it' - but is it really different now? throughout bmt and sispec they were there too. but what happened in sispec was very much an internal affair and i'm just sorry for letting em down but i knew it was the right thing to do in the long run. friends might depart for foreign lands but when we meet again it often seems that time has made us a little more jaded & weary but done little to erode the bonds between friends.

when we talk about studying for a levels, you'll always be part of the conversation. cab rides home after late nights in school, how we should study "proper", woodlands library in winter gear during promos... for everyone else you guys are close and we meet often.it would have been really impossible to get through the whole ordeal without everyone of you all. i realize when the day comes for me to pack my bags to chase my dreams the toughest part will be leaving you guys, all the close friends i've made in JC. but of course there's quite a long way to go till then and even then there'll be those who'll be going with me.