hello there. the angel from my nightmare.

thanks for all the ideas and councilling donald and cat, i'll need to sit down and think about everything now. though i claimed it was a different kind of courage last night, i;ve come to realize that its actually the same. the same wilingness to stand out and sacrifice. i will think of something, i'm not giving up so easily. even if at the end of the day it doesn't work out, i tried and its just not meant to be. sometimes that's the way love is. now i need to find a way to talk.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. it is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. it always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Corinthians 13:4-7

learning to play this song on my new acoustic guitar. it just rox.
So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

[chorus:]
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

[chorus]

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

[chorus]

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go