have i ever told you how much i love the design of this blog? its simple, dark, cold and menacing. it represents me.i am someone few people ought to get close to - too many dreams and skeletons in the closet cloud a crazed competitive mind.

i give my heart to rugby, friends, big money investment banking, fast cars, New York City and all my other material dreams. relationships are overrated and undeserving of anything other than my rejection.