it is certain that through the days and months that have come to past, a certain psychological dislocation has occured, shaping convictions, attitudes, goals and desires. conventions of youthful machinations no logner apply. indeed much of what was deemed as a 'problem' and petulant desires are now microscopic when one is embattled in bitter struggles uncommon to one's age, let alone a struggle between life and death. God made this world fair. headstarts in life bestowed by parents or governments will sooner or later be withered away through fruitless endeavours, incompetence or the a competitor's harnessing of sheer talent and opportunities bestowed by the invisible hand of God - fate who itself ensures equality in more complex ways sometimes inconcievable in a life time. do not envy, do not be smug, aspire but do not covet. who you are and what you do determines what you will become. in the transcience of time and space till judgement, God's checks and balances will ensure all is fair - that is an eternal and universal truth. it iis not a matter of religion for religion is a mere series of doctrines and dogma designed and manipulated by man whenever his interest deems it necessary. allexist. all are right. none is better than the other. religion divides only the universality of spirituality unites.