i can imagine him screaming FFFUUUCCCKKKKK in the background. seething with rage. db iis no joke,

its been a fucked up year. pppls fuck off 2006.

ok. sent off the last app. of the year. no moe.

i only have 2 very selfish new year wishes.

1) fully recover
2) get into P, P or H

it' been good to see everyone lately, esp. the breakfast chat with jimmy

i hate christmas.

holidays make bad things feel worse.

thanks amos, weixuan, yaxin, panghao, des and chethan for trying to bring some festive cheer.

best christmas ever in my wretched history of christmas-s: 2004

sigh when your parents are grinches it really sucks.

aye too many negatives floating in my head. enough.

-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (3:49:02 PM)
all u need is scv
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (3:49:07 PM)
then we get an account from gn
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (3:49:11 PM)
so dn need to ask him
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (3:49:20 PM)
and we can bet and watch at same time
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (3:49:23 PM)
like STOCK MARKET
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (3:49:27 PM)
training for the future
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (3:49:30 PM)
this is what a gap year is for
[junren] the thousand nations of the Persian Empire descend upon you their arrows will blot out the sun says: (3:52:49 PM)
we'll see

moments later....

.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:04:47 PM)
10 matchs x 30 = 300 dollars
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:04:49 PM)
gg
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:04:53 PM)
300 dollars / week
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:04:59 PM)
x 4 weeks a month
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:05:03 PM)
=1.2k
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:05:08 PM)
1.2k x 12 months
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:05:14 PM)
24k
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:05:22 PM)
24k we put all on community shield
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:05:24 PM)
48 k
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:05:32 PM)
48k we invest in IPO
[junren] the thousand nations of the Persian Empire descend upon you their arrows will blot out the sun says: (4:05:33 PM)
fuck you
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:05:36 PM)
480 k
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:05:39 PM)
480 k
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:05:44 PM)
dun need FA
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:05:45 PM)
yay!
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:05:59 PM)
wait
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:06:03 PM)
480 k we start up a company
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:06:13 PM)
Puntees Pte Limited
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:07:17 PM)
after 2 years
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:07:21 PM)
4.8 mil net worth
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:07:27 PM)
start up subsidary company
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:07:34 PM)
bookie pte limited
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:07:40 PM)
soon we'll control the underworld
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:07:46 PM)
legalised 369
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:07:52 PM)
369 pte limited
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:08:03 PM)
4.8 bil net worth
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:08:10 PM)
singapore's richest man tan jun ren
-=t.T's=- bEn : . Sorry for the f up says: (4:08:14 PM)
and then i can have horse sex

who needs Homer when you can have ben.

my sister left for bangkok on friday.

weiyang n cheech are enroute to New York.

gill's in Japan.

terence's going HK.

jieming's goin Taiwan.

GEPs returned from Taiwan.

i've got my bed, Homer Simpson, Kenny McCormick and celery sticks for best friends.

dota and punting for heart stoppppping pasttimes.

bliss.

a self righteous tirade that might bite me in the ass one day

this world doesn't need anymore photowhore bloggers showing off their beautiful lives, shopping sprees and luxurious travels. occasionally masquerading as virtuous, compassionate and religiously devout souls who pretend to understand suffering and discrimination when they're popular and have had every single damned thing handed to them. you're lucky you don't have to understand what its like, the only thing you can do is try and help. put aside a tenth of the money you'll spend on yourself for the hungry, homeless, handicapped and sick - the world might be a better place. but that's too much to ask because most of you don't even know or appreciate the efforts your parents put in to earn the money you squander. i mean...'tmr i'm going to buy car'...'i got a porsche for my bday'.... for your spoilt narcissistic sakes i hope someday before they're long gone you will understand and appreciate.

i have many friends who are similar in nature and in the wake of Jan 6th, i feel that there ain't much i can share with them. our conversations are no longer the same. think about all i've said, it does not apply entirely to everyone.pick out what works for you.

no more rich preppy not so smart white liberal arts school for me. maybe i'll take a year off. habitat for humanity's looking interesting n a gd cause

when you're dreaming with a broken heart ( or body ) waking up is the hardest part.

sian.

over Singapore vs. North Korea woman's table tennis at Doha and a Chopin on youtube...

Don remarked 'eh shit I dun have skills to chase girls, unlike binny who can play so many musical instruments.'

Nik 'you got table tennis skills what.'

Don 'then you also can use your hockey skills.'

me 'the only skill i have is bashing people up and i don't even have that anymore.'

but on the other hand, i have an imagination capable of conjuring up immense dreams and re-enactments of epics past.



300's trailer is an inspiration for a script i'm thinking of writing entitled 'Vienna 1683'

they are unbeatable on current form.

on course to lift the title next October.

now there's even an established 'protected twenty two' withdrawn from the Super 14 to condition them for the big showdown at the Stade de France on Oct 22nd which i'm sure they'll make.

faster fitter stronger All Blacks - pinnacle of the physical human condition. forever inspirational.

hmmm hope i'm lucky enough to be there.